having a blog is more than just a stupid written words but it's teach me how to speak up. The ugly truth is(rool the drum please)me was nothing but a good pretender, always take a "silent hill" moment rather than "fight your mind". Maybe people look at me as a fun person who always be able to speak her mind, i fool u guys(sorry to say)I can stand and speak up everything that comes to others need not mine.
and for god shake,"a silent hill" moment was happen again (huaaaa). So let me shouting out in this blog to keep my mind healthy. I hate Miss Y at that time (just call her miss Y) she was my friend which is be there at that freakin time. Here the situation, my ex was coming to visit me, we just chatt and try to be friend. He tell me about hard relationship that my ex going through right now and i try my best to give him my advice. And Miss y ask something to my ex which is make me stroke!
ex: jadi gimana donk?(ask for relationship advice)
Y : (SAMBIL NYENGIR KUDA)lho emangnya kapan jadian sama cew ini?(menatap kearah gw)
me : (what the fuck?!!!)*diam*
Ex : tiga bulan abis putus kalau gak salah
Y : (TERTAWA PELAN)..kirain gak lama bis putus langsung jadian lg(menyeringai puas)
Me : *i got stroke*
OH MY GOD, kenapa juga Miss y menanyakan hal ini ditambah dengan seringai penuh arti? persis senyuman ala vampire ketika menangkap basah korbannya. untuk apa? just for fun kah? sama sekali gak fun!!!dia jelas-jelas menyindir aku, dan apa hak-nya untuk melakukan ini?. Heloo Miss Y, u never really there at that time which is happened one years ago. U to damn busy with your own romance remember? so darling, u dont have any right to judge me coz u dont have any clue about it.
here the things, i broke up with my ex with a damn good reason that only me and god know why, something that personally about me and him. i'm not gonna share this reason with u. Please respect this as i respect your other decision at u'r life. And because of that reason...i broke up with no regret at all. Fully blessed with my own decision. And to make it easy, even god send someone new to replace him as soon as u can see. The point is, u know nothing about the whole thing..u know nothing coz only me who feel this...this is about my life not yours...and what u got is only a piece of puzzle. So dont judge me!!!
where is your manner when u said that in front of HIM,hey...maybe he was my ex but he was my forever friend or maybe my future best friend. We totally already get over our past, our hurt and sad momment. i Dont need to open the "past box" anymore..friendship is a good words for us and i like to keep it forever.
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